this is a test

For the umpteenth time I find myself in agonising anticipation of a contingency I know neither how to handle (Could I possibly say anything comfortingly innocuous?) nor what to learn from (Will it be closure exacerbation remedy revenge...?).

A less imperfect person would perhaps hope for non-occurrence, for the sake of those who supposedly - according to my present frame of mind - stand to benefit from otherwise.

[17.42 Mon 26-Jul-2004]